i feel sry to my bb,pls solve this...

yesterday,chek soon come back and accompany with me hole day...he didnt eat breakfast...so i give him drink soya bean milk,but i m not dare to tell him the drinks is the boy buy for me....he buy for me before go to school...i know chek soon will be sad,i dunno how to do,nobody can console me...and i also know,he will say i very happy now,no need anybode console,but my feeling is very hard to face two boy...like standing at two board...i dont want to be a bad girl,i want chek soon love me worthly...but how should i do...